I know I’ve been slacking on updating my blog, its just been so HOT here lately that I’ve been escaping to places with A/C or just so sluggish from the heat all I want to do is stare and click on things rather than write anything. Other than that, I havent found a nice WordPress theme (that’s also easy to customize) that I like. Its seriously frustrating that I cant find one and when I do, its not what I thought it was… so I go back to searching. UGH. I think I’m just going to give up and just work with a random one and call it a day!! Of course maybe actually sitting down & learning might be helpful rather than thinking I’m just gonna know what I’m doing when I’ve never dealt with WordPress before.
My boyfriend agree’s with me when I said being impatient is my biggest downfall.
Hm, I’ve also been a bit down lately. He’s leaving soon and I dont know how I’m going to cope with not seeing/talking to him everyday. Its going to be so hard to go over 4 weeks without hearing from him. I know he has to do this, I know he has to go. And I know hes doing it to make our lives better and I thank him. Its gonna be hard for both of us, we’ve always had just each other and I cant decide who’s gonna miss who more, but I do hope he makes new friends and opens up to people a little more. *frown*. I’m gonna miss him a lot. He wants me to get a job while hes gone to keep my mind off of it, but its just going to remind me of him more. He gets me lunch, I talk to him on my breaks and see him after work. Maybe I’ll just crawl into a corner and sleep for a few months til he graduates.
Or something.
I have a few things I’m going to work on while he’s gone so I have something to show him when I see him that he can be proud of too. I hope everything works out. But that’s probably a big reason why I’ve been slacking and sad…
I decided to take up making jewelry, but the supplies are so expensive! I’m really interested to learn though, and thinking about taking a day class at a bead store I go to a lot. I’m also thinking about making clay charms, which is gonna be a lot harder but why not.
I cant wait for summer to be over, I dont do well in extreme heat. I’ll try to update more… no promises though lol.
Oh, my mom just asked me for my youtube address. AH! How… embarrassing! Haha now shes gonna see how much makeup I have! I also gave her my blogger and my domain… so, if you’re reading this…
HI MAMA! LOVE YOU <3.
