2012, you’re lonely.
Right now last year, I wanted to scream I love my life loud enough for everyone to hear. Hardly feel that way right now. It’s crazy, isn’t it? How much can change is 365 days. How you can go from the best days of your life and suddenly to the lowest. Things are difficult here, I wish I could say more because I could use encouraging words, but I don’t know. I just don’t feel right talking about it. I guess not right now. But maybe some day, you know, when it doesn’t really matter anymore.
Other than that, I failed my first class in the last year and a half and I’m pretty much kicking myself for it. It wasn’t that I didn’t try, it was that the instructor was horrible. I worked harder in this class than I ever had in the last year and a half only to completely fail. And it’s such a crappy feeling. Knowing you spent SO much time and effort just to make it seem like you didn’t do crap. Kinda makes you wish you didn’t do crap, maybe my feelings wouldn’t be so hurt right now. I want to fight the case. I’m not one to complain much or report anyone, ever. But really, if she doesn’t care enough to teach a class maybe she should leave and give the job to someone who will actually give a fuck. I’m just sayin.
… I need some positive points here.
Five kittens moved in about a month ago, after some unexpected accident happened. Like literally, that day. Just out of nowhere I see five kittens and their mom. And the kittens were jumping around, playing and napping in our grass. Like they live here! Well, a month later and… they’re still doing the same thing. We don’t mind so much, it’s nice having cats around again. People are saying our babygirl who passed sort of recently sent them. But five? What is she trying to say? There’s one that acts just like her. Really. It’s insane.
[ T-B, L-R: BeJeweled, my current obsession, hubs feeding ducks, obsession #2 & kittens ]
This is pretty much 2012 so far. I’ve been playing a lot of Bejeweled Blitz on my new iPhone (how did I ever survive without one?! I know, I feel like such a sell out but OMG the things you can do with this thing!!). I’m starting to think that you can’t exceed a certain score on phones… Cinnabon and I have rekindled our relationship. I finally hit green status on my Starbucks card and haven’t bought anything since because I can not get enough of these damn Mochalatta Chill’s! Why did I ever stop drinking them?!
I’m set to discover new places in Northern California. Mostly because I’m tired of going to the same places over and over and because I want to vlog about something interesting. The place where husband is feeding the ducks is AMAZING and I can’t believe I’ve never been there (drove passed it for years though)!! It’s relaxing, quiet and they sell these little take out boxes for $1.95 filled with food (like corn and stuff) to feed the ducks!
I’ve discovered Snapea Crisps. Husband actually went out to get me more one day after I finished the last bag. He couldn’t find the exact bag so he got me these, two bags of them. They’re SO much better! It’s sweet the things he’ll do just because I’m craving (: he also got me a Mochalatta Chill the other day while he was out looking for his Turtle Beach headset for his game. And this was after he dropped off lunch for me (: and a picture of the kittens. The one on the far left is “MeanSauce” who acts like our babygirl and the one sneaking away is the runt. He has a nook, that he never leaves.
I keep telling myself to clean and sort and purge things. Then I tell myself again the next day. Then get frustrated because nothing’s done and tell myself again. I blame OCD, seriously, with this cold weather I don’t want to wash my hands 100 times.
The SOPA blackout protest is tomorrow, who’s participating? I AM!!! Going to (hopefully) get to that cleaning and sorting stuff. Maybe crochet a bit, catch up on some reading (I hope to read 50 books this year), maybe take a nap… does playing Bejeweled count? I really hope not…
Off to fill in my new 2012 calender (:
