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Debt.

It’s been awhile since I checked the status of my debt. I guess because when we first joined MMI, I was a wee bit obsessed with checking the progress only to be let down because not much can change a week later. Imagine my surprise when I checked today and found that we’ve already paid $6,000 off and my Victoria Secret card only has a balance of $17 left! Of course our Citibank which was our highest balance is still pretty up there but it’s much better than it was when we first started. Oh what a relief!

Then I started thinking, about how we’ve been in this program for a year now. A year without credit cards. I couldn’t had imagined before and even now it still blows my mind that I survived! My shopping habits have slowed down (thankfully) and the money I do spend is money I currently have, not borrowed money. And it does put things in perspective.

I’m excited that my debt is almost paid off, but I think this has taught me that it’s possible for me to survive without credit cards and even though I really want them back, I think it would be a better idea to not take them back. I’ll still have them around, for emergency purposes, but I won’t be using them anymore for just anything.

Ah! This is so exciting :).

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Asthma?

Recently I’ve had a bit of trouble breathing. Shallow breaths, deep breaths, it feels like I’m holding my breath when I’m not. Also feeling out of breath after I talk sometimes. I’ve never been diagnosed with Asthma before, so I dont know what it feels like. To be honest, other than having trouble breathing, I dont really know what it is. The reason why I started to think I had Asthma is because last year, I went to the doctor about a pain in my throat. She checked me and mentioned something about allergies and an inhaler. Inhalers are not my favorite thing. I dont know how to use them, so I never used mine. Plus it was one of those things where you go to the doctor and the symptoms disappear. Like they were never there (I hate when that happens). I know when I was younger, my brother had Asthma. And until a few hours ago, I found out my grandma does too! You know, things like this would be nice to know when you’re growing up! Other than that, I quit smoking in 2003, and I’m afraid maybe that has caught up to me, or is plotting revenge, who knows. So I’m going to be checked next week for Asthma. I hope this is just all in my head.

I’m playing this game right now:

And it’s driving me insane! I mean, I love the game. It’s a great game and its really fun… but come on! Stop being stingy with the coins and potions! And what is the secret to defeating the Spring witch? And and… Tin Man… if you dont get your act together soon, you’re off my team! Goodness.

And yes, I did rename my Tin Man to Boq and my Scarecrow to Fiyero. I shoulda renamed Toto to Dodo lol!

I’m back on my desktop and I’m happy to report that its now FakeSpyPro free! I’ll post up a better explanation post and everything later. Maybe this is what started my crummy day :(.

I had a mini break down earlier because of bills, it was really depressing. But I’m semi feeling better now. Watched Troy last night and it was refreshing for some reason (its my husbands favorite movie). Maybe I should watch it again tomorrow. I need something to lift my spirits. This gloomy weather is no help!

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