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Another day gone…

I had a few things to do today, like finish up some necklaces I have to send out later this week or put together a package and update my blogs… but I didnt, I just sat here. Waiting for a phone call, and another day passes that I dont get one :( I’m trying really hard to not hate this, but it just gets harder and harder. Isnt it suppose to get easier? I guess I’m just so stressed out and lonely that I just want him to come home already. I know I shouldnt expect phone call’s, they just make me put my day on hold but I cant help it either. It just sucks… :(

I did however manage to talk to the cake department about my wedding cake and to the chapel place to ask questions about the photographer and floral. Now I just have to pick out pictures of what I want mine to look like for both. Its just kinda lonely planning out your wedding without your fiance being able to help you, you know? It causes less arguments, but I just wish he was here to tell me what he wants too, you know?

I started a Wicked fan site last night. I spent last night thinking about what to put down for content while I was falling asleep, and I have a few things to post… but I didnt get around to it. Maybe later tonight. I’ll link it once its up and running, not that anyone reads this or anything :(

Man! I hate feeling down, its such a lousy feeling.

I was trying to decide what to name the new Robo baby. I havent taken pictures of him yet, again, maybe later tonight. I shoulda probably took some during the day but I didnt really have time. I was trying to decide between Ace or Boq (get it? Munchkin… dwarf hamster? hahaha…). But I’m not completely sure if the Robo is a boy and Ace seems like a good unisex name. Though I really wanted to pick Boq. Or Nessarose lol!

I need to start putting moisturizer on my face, its not getting cold (it still feels like summer here in CA) but my face is starting to dry up and peel. Blah, I hate when that happens!

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A lovely surprise.

I was trying to take a nap earlier, since it was extremely hot in my room. And I was light weight waiting for a phone call from Martin. And my mom starts knocking on my door, so I thought maybe I had a letter… so I open the door and she’s holding up Labby’s old carrier cage. And inside it was a small Robo Dwarf Hamster! He was adorable! And very active (which is good, I hope hes healthy).

It surprised me that she came home with a hamster cause she’d never come home with one! I wont say shes not a fan of hamsters (after a few years of me having Syrian hamsters I think they finally grew on her lol) cause she is… but coming home with one was just so out of character hehe. But it was a nice surprise, especially since I was kinda crying myself to sleep.

I dont know if I mentioned this, but my dear Labby mouse (Martin named him “Labby… the lab mouse” cause he was a plain white mouse) passed away last week, almost hitting I think two years… which is crazy for a simple white feeder mouse. And I suppose she got me a hamster to keep me some company since Martin’s away. I dont know really I didnt ask her but I was oohing and ahhing over it for some time lol.

I only have CareFresh bedding and I remember reading somewhere that it’s really bad for dwarf hamsters so I went to Petco but they dont sell the bedding I use to use for my baby boy Flixie (who passed away almost two years ago. He had a bad allergic reaction to CareFresh so I had to switch him to shredded wood bedding) and I’m not a huge fan of the wood chip type since they have sharp corners, so I may have to go to the next city over to PetSmart and see if they have any over there. I also have to get the little critter a wheel and some toys. He was climbing and jumping around the cage as soon as I put him in there.

I’m very knowledgeable when it comes to Syrian hamsters since I’ve raised them since I was 9… but when it comes to dwarf hamsters… not so much. I’ve only had one and he passed away the day after I got him (I wrote a complaint to the head of Petco and they never got back to me either. Ugh) so I’m a little iffy about having another dwarf hamster, especially from Petco. So I’ll be taking a small break tonight from wedding planning to refresh my memory on dwarf hamster care. I only remember bits and pieces and they’re not connecting very well lol.

Sorry no pictures of the little guy just yet! I was too busy trying to make his home to take pictures. But soon! And I havent decided on a name, I was thinking Ace since that was what Martin named our Air Force bear, but I dont know yet :)

I cant wait to tell him about the new little one!

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