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I cant think of a cool title…

by zel

I dont have much to update on, but I figured I’ll write an entry while I finally have time to!

It’s been extremely cold here lately, and as much as I thought I’d finally love the weather, I kinda really havent been. All I’ve been wanting to do lately is just curl up under my fleece blankets and sleep!

I finally got to try on my wedding dress last week, I love it! The colors came out wonderful, I was scared the navy blue would be too dark… but it came out perfect. They pinned it up so they could make alterations and it should be done early next week. Martin found his tux, finally! His tux wont match my dress exactly, but whatever. There isnt time to worry about that right now. I have to send in the final agreement paper for the chapel today, I’m so nervous! I cant believe I’m actually getting married! That’s so insane to think about!

And I almost completely forgot about Christmas lol, it’s been a bit hectic around here so its only natural that I somehow forget about it. I have my Christmas presents ready to be wrapped, but I dont feel like I’m giving enough out. I hate that, I always have to buy people more than one gift all the time. I obviously havent had much time to think about gifts or to go get them. I hate how close the wedding is to Christmas, ruins the Christmas spirit! Haha. But I am glad I finally get my dream navy blue/silver wedding.

Finally changed my bed sheets to my happy snowmen fleece ones. I LOVE these sheets, they’re so… happy! And warm :) my OCD was acting up like crazy while I had to change them… but the process went smoothly, thank God. The only thing is… my snowmen are upside down lol! But its okay, I’ll deal. I started a new OCD blog, I dont know if I’ll post it up or not. But I’m going to try to keep up with it. I need to record my progress or lack of. I’ve become obsessed with figuring out how all of this works and why it happens.

Watched movies with Martin yesterday. Time always passes so fast when we’re together. We watched High School Musical 3 (I wanted to know what the big deal was and of course, my new celeb crush Zac, rawr lol), The Breakup (which didnt end the way I thought it would) and The Notebook was on tv, he tricked me! He knows that movie makes me sad (but its one of my all time fav movies and books). I love him, he’s always so sweet to me :)

Gotta go finish up some stuff before running errands! Oh how I cant wait til this hectic-ness is over!!

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He’s home! He’s home!

by zel

Martin’s been home for about a week, which might explain my MIA-ness lol. Been catching up and spending time with him. I’m glad he’s finally home :)

The wedding is in less than 25 days, the nervous-ness is starting to catch up with me. Quickly. He declined walking down the isle instead of me. Darn, that sucks :(

Its been freezing cold lately, just how I like it! Except I dont like how my toes and my fingertips get numb so quickly from how cold it is. It was suppose to snow here in Nor Cal yesterday… crazy! It did snow in some parts of Nor Cal, but not in my area. Lame. I’ve never seen real snow before, so I was a bit hopeful. Even though they did the same thing last year and there was no snow, this year… there was actually a bit of snow. How weird!

I feel like Christmas is coming up too quickly. I havent had a chance to wrap gifts, or even SHOP for gifts and put up my little tree. I dont think I’ll have much time any time soon either considering how quickly Christmas is coming up and the wedding and everything… I cant even find time to change my bed sheets to my favorite fleece ones! I need to make time, and soon! As much as I like the cold, all I ever want to do is sleep lol!

I’ll try to blog as often as I can. I hate that I’ve been MIA, I have a lot of catching up to do!

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A bit better.

by zel

I bought Endless Love from Glee on iTunes. I &hearts; their version. And I was also looking up/watching Glee all night last night *cough*. I think I’m obsessed, and I feel like I’m cheating on Wicked by saying that! Haha.

I got a call from Martin at 0730 yesterday. I swear, he sounds surprised every time I pick up the phone, like I wasnt going to pick up or something. If only he knew how fast I wake up when my phone rings these days. Too bad he’s coming home, I’m going to go back to taking an hour for him to wake me up every morning lol. Maybe not.

But, he sounded a lot happier. He was laughing a lot more. It was nice to have a happy conversation with him for once, its been awhile since we’ve had one since he’s been there. The situation sucks, but we’re use to things going wrong so I’m sure we’ll bounce back in time.

I was talking to him about his uniform cause he was saying how he has to return his blues and his camos and I was like “no fair, I’ll never get to see you in your camos” and he was like “yeah… I dont look too bad in them either” asshole lol. He knows how much I love camos. I was like “did you get a bunch of name tags?” and he was like “yeah… I’m hella touching my uniform and pointing to it like you can see me haha” asshole! He’s wearing them right now?! Well duh, what else would they wear but *swoon*. I told him he got paid last week and I was like “wait thanks for taking us to Todai last week” and he started cracking up and hes like “wtf”. Got you boo!

I asked him if he still wanted to get married and he was like “yes, I do” and he sounded a little sad I asked. Hey man, just making sure. I told him I was upset with my parents the night before, but I talked to my mom and things are better now. I dont know how this is going to work out. But I have faith it will. I hate the idea of getting married. Hate might be an understatement, but to be honest, I am excited to be getting married. Not really for the ceremony part, but the being married to him part. I’m honestly not looking forward to the ceremony part. I get so nervous in front of people, even if they are just family and friends. I hate having the attention on me. You know how some people are like “YES! A day ALL about ME!” yeah, I’m not one of those people. Please please pay more attention to him than me! In fact, I’m making him walk down the isle. You think he’ll go for it?! Haha. Lets all hope.

On the upside at least now I only have to buy an xmas gift. I’m still waiting on his surprise and its not getting here fast enough! It might not get here at all, but I still have hope it will.

Tomorrow is finishing up the last minute wedding stuff, mailing out the invitations and putting the finishing touches on the favors and sending in the payment. My dress should be here next week. Lets hope the shoes I ordered dont cause me to trip and fall during the time I’m wearing them, at all.

Btw, like the new snowman layout? I dont like how the text box at the top is so high up, but I guess I just have to warm up to it… or something lol.

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Oh crap, its almost December!

by zel

So with all the chaos going on with the wedding and with Martin’s graduation I completely forgot that its almost December. I mean… I didnt forget it was almost December but I forgot its almost Christmas!

I’m not the type of person who shops for Christmas gifts a weekend before Christmas like my other half. I dont buy them too far in advanced either where they’ll lay around my room causing clutter but considering how hectic this December is going to be, I might just have to start Christmas shopping a little earlier than usual. The part that worries me is that I have no idea what to get anyone! Not to mention Marissa’s birthday is in December so would that count as two gifts or one? Maybe I can buy her a birthday gift and Martin can handle her Christmas gift. And what do I get Martin?! I was thinking a DSi since I’m not getting it for him for his graduation but that’s it? Just a DSi? Did I mention I’m not a fan of buying just one gift for people? Yeah, its a bad habit I have lol.

*sigh*

I mentioned how I emailed Nicolas yesterday well… he emailed me back to let me know I’d be able to get his autograph and to see him after the show :D I was literally screaming (in my head of course, people were sleeping!) and cheesing like it was nobody’s business lol. So that was pretty exciting.

I also received a phone call from Martin this morning. He actually woke me up. He had to get the info for the graduation background check thing. We had a nice 14 minute phone call but everything is such a blur when you’re unsure of your time limit and you kinda just say as much as you can as fast as you can, you know? So I dont remember much of the conversation, which sucks! I told him about Boq and he laughed, I’m glad he laughed. And I’m glad he liked his name hehe. Told him that all of the wedding stuff is pretty much done and I’m waiting for everything to ship. My Wicked news and some other stuff and forgot to tell/ask him other things. I was half asleep, which also sucks.

His school is in fact in Florida and I’m not looking forward to that, he says he wants me to move out there with him… but… I dont know. That’s across the country! We’ll see how that works out though, I’m not ready to leave just yet. Then again, you never really are… *sigh*.

I’m not a fan of daylight savings this year. It’s 4:16PM and the sun is setting like its 6PM. Blah!

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