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With the holidays just around the corner, I’ve been craving Serendipity. I don’t mean the Frozen Hot Chocolate (okay I’m lying, I’d love some Frozen Hot Chocolate and waffle fries!), I mean the movie. It reminds me of cold and winter, maybe because that’s when I discovered it and I’d watch it every night a few years ago.

I’ve also been gobbling down Fruit Roll Ups and working my novel. I’m not sure how many words I’m aiming for but I’m aiming for writing at least 500 a day or something. I’m writing bits and pieces, I’ll figure out how to get it all together later.

I’m trying to blog more :)

CONVO OF THE NIGHT
Me: Does he have to say yes to everything?
CJ: Yes.
Me: That’s lame.
CJ:I just had the urge to hit you on the nose with a rolled up newspaper.

And I did! I officially enrolled last Tuesday the 16th and new student orientation was yesterday the 17th. And I thought that was it until school starts on Monday. Buuuut…. nope. There’s a workshop later tonight to prepare us for the first day of school. We also have a very important appointment in eight hours concerning Debt Consolidation (yes it is 3:02AM and yes I would love to go to bed now but my hair is wet). I’m nervous and excited and I’m hopeful. We really really need to figure out what we’re going to do, and hopefully this will help us in the way that we need help (you know, besides free money to pay bills cause we all know, that only happens in a perfect world).

So yes, this is why I havent updated about Valentines Day yet, which I want to and I finally got around to editing and uploading the pictures the other night but I havent had time to actually write out a post. But I will! As soon as I find enough time to.

I finally bought a domain for my beauty blog and I’m super excited about that. I put up a fresh new layout that still needs tweaking. I thought I figured out a code and I didnt, so I need to fix that soon. On my PC it looks awesome because the font is installed into my system but on everyone elses PC, not so much. So booo. So much for short cuts… I shoulda knew better. Booo for being lazy lol!

My eyes are fuzzy. I wonder how long before I decide to just sleep with my hair wet and deal with the headache in the morning. Which would suck, since I have to wake up early and I’m not a fan of waking up before 11AM.

CONVO OF THE WEEK:
Husband: *mumbling* you can do whatever you put your mind to.
Me: What?!?!
Husband: YOU. CAN. DO. WHATEVER. YOU. PUT. YOUR. MIND. TO!
Me: Oh… I thought you were talking shit again, but thanks.
Husband: …..you make my eyes burn.

Yes, we sang a part of Defying Gravity to each other before saying goodbye. Does that make us lame? I dont really care. Its what we do, and it was actually really sad. I love you babe, I’m so proud of you. And I’m so thankful. You’re my dream come true too, I’ll be here waiting for you to come home. =(

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So he’s shipping out in the morning, I’m feeling numb right now. We spent a lot of time yesterday talking, trying to laugh, staring at each other, hugging, crying and kissing. “Forever isnt enough time with you”. It isnt, and yes. I want more time too. I tried my best to be strong and was surprised at the fact that I was being the strong one he wasnt. Then he said “every drive home, you’ll be okay” and I cracked. I cant believe hes really going. This is surreal, this is insane. I dont think it fully hit me yet, I’m still awake. Waiting for an IM / call that I’m never going to get =\.

I dont know what I’m going to do.

So we headed to Frisko a little late cause I suck at waking up early. But we had lunch and I had a loaded potato and Martin had Rubio’s. Got to look around the mall for a bit then Martin wanted to walk to Pier 39. So we walked. From Metreon to Pier 39. It went by pretty fast, I mean we always walk from Pier 1 to Metreon. Or Pier 1 to 39 or down to the beach but from Metreon to 39? Not so much. AND 5 F line’s passed us! Lame! I got to go in T-Mobile cause I wanna upgrade my SideKick08 to the new SideKickLX09 since it plays youtube and its on a faster connection. A WAY faster connection. I got to play with one and it’s pretty freakin sweet. Its a little bit bigger than my cute SideKick08 but the faster connection is SO sweet! It would be $114 for me to upgrade, and $114 for my next 3 billing cycles. Which is coo but still kinda sucks… ugh.

We got to the seal’s with 15 minutes to spare. Hung around some people with a guy who had a big sign saying “DeFranco Nation”. Then Phil finally shows up!!!!! For those of you who dont know who Philip DeFranco is, he’s sxephil on youtube. He usually covers the news on his “show”. I’ve been watching his channel for two years, and at one point the only reason why I still even went on youtube was to watch his show. So it was pretty exciting for me to meet him!

I’m sad I didnt get a picture with him cause as you can see, there was a BUNCH of people there and EVERYONE kept SWARMING him! I finally got in front of him and about five people just stood in front of me. It was so annoying!!! The crowd finally started to die down and they decided to go eat at some random restaurant and I was so annoyed by then I decided to just leave. We were in that new Players grill that use to be RTA… and Martin saw that the DDR machine had a free game on it and it turned out to be a doubles game so we both played, just since it was free. After the first song, Martin goes “look behind you” and I look behind me and Phil was watching us play!! I kinda hope it isnt but is in his video for yesterday. But yeah…. after that we left. I wanted to get a pic with him, but it was just impossible!

We had dinner at Wipe Out and a nice lonnng talk. I love long nice talks over dinner with him! Then we went home, hella tired and shit.

HOPPER: yay i got tiger wood with wii motion plus!!
OPPER: but i’m at work so i can’t play it =(
siin: ?
HOPPER: nm lol

Why do people do that? Seriously. Why are you going to gloat about a game I know nothing about nor do I even care about and when I clearly state I dont know what it is, you go “nm” seriously. And when YOU say something all they say is “uh ok” like damn, can you make it ANY more OBVIOUS you dont care about what other people say? IRRITATING. People really need to quit. Talking. Seriously.

Today we gotta get some paper work done, according to Martin’s file he’s 7. I dont know how that happened, but its such a hassle to fix. UGH.

Me: Did you buy me anything? Lol
Him: No, I dont even know how to buy makeup! What do you want?
Me: Would you really buy me something? Hahaha.
Him: Yeah.
Me: A gift card!
Him: Alright. We have to come back tomorrow so Lana can buy her dress. I’ll get you a gift card =).

Haha. He’s the cutest. Even though he HATES that I spend so much damn money on make up because I dont need it and blah blah blah haha. Of course I told Martin, I tell Martin everything haha. And hes like “see guys still like you, you got all these guys buying you things and shit” haha whatever. Its for my birthday loser. But I do have some amazing guy friends. And the friend who bought me the tablet went to Fry’s today and asked if I wanted anything awww. Seriously, best guy friends ever.

I have to spend today:

• Editing videos
• Updating my 3 blogs
• Updating my Flickr
• Uploading my Disneyland pics
• Cleaning up my room (being a hoarder SUCKS)
• Watching a movie

I’m determined to watch at least ONE movie today, an hour of doing nothing but laying in bed watching a movie will be good for me….. if I can get to my DVD player… which is where the cleaning my room comes in.

My DVD player is behind the bamboo box. Why I have all that crap there, I have no clue. I always clean it then end up with more crap there than I had before. It’s insane.

This whole rescission thing is starting to hit me. I know, I’m SO late. And all this time I’ve been splurging on MAC and Sephora and shit haha. Myyy bad. Speaking of, I need to find a job/get my website up ASAP. I havent designed anything or coded anything in so long and I always feel like I dont have time to re-learn everything. Which really sucks. Anyway, some things that make me happy during this rescission?

ELF – EyesLipsFace.com, now last year when I first started buying random shit from this site (I mean, come on the entire site is $1, you’re bound to get carried away), I didnt find anything I liked. Everything I bought & tried, I hated. I have a little train case of ELF stuff that I dont even touch anymore. But then they came out with their Mineral line, I havent really tried anything from it, I have a couple of things from it but I havent tried anything yet. And more recently, they came out with their Studio line. The compacts for the Studio line look exactly like the ones for NARS. Their blush/bronzer duo is suppose to be comparable to NARS Orgasm blush & Laguna or something. The thing I love the most about their Studio line is their brushes. $3 for amazing brushes? I tend to get carried away. And now that I’ve been using more make up, I really like the $1 Tone Correcting Concealer and the $1 clear mascara.

Wal-Mart – I really hate to admit this. I use to work for them in 2004 and it was the WORST experience of my LIFE. I sworn to never shop at Wal Mart again. Though I do, maybe once a month or once every two months. The thing that sucks is that they’re the only place that sells my frozen cheesy broccoli rice! Sucks! I was there yesterday looking for a gaming head set and I went to pick up my cheesy rice. I checked their frozen dinner Banquet section (you know the ones in the red box that are usually $1 or 10/$10, I’ve been eating these forever, they’re so good) since I discovered the premium Banquet meals (which are DELICIOUS) and they had them. Not only did they have the premium ones but their Banquet meals were $.88!!!! YES, $.88 for my favorite delicious frozen dinners! I was SO excited! They also had ones that I havent seen before. Oh Wal-Mart you make it so hard to hate you!

Apparently my mom got a bit excited about this too, when I got home our fridge was PACKED with them LOL.

NYX had their set sales. It was like set 1 had lipgloss and eyeshadow singles, set 2 had liquid eyeliners and double sided pencils, set 3 had 29 false eyelashes, set 4 had lipsticks and eyeshadow trios…. something like that. Anyway, I got set 2 and set 3. For $24 I got 29 false eyelashes & for another $22 I got a crap load of liquid eyeliners and double sided pencils.

Yeah, that’s a lot of crap haha. I dont really know how I feel about their liquid eyeliners. Last time I tried to apply it, the tip was too flimsy. NYX is also now having their site blow out sale where the WHOLE site is 50% off. But its 50% off your total not like, every item is 50% off. I bought my stuff from Cherry Culture instead, they’re also having the NYX 50% off. Plus everything on the NYX site is pretty much sold out and the sale has only been going on for 3 hours. Nuts.

K, off to get things done!