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Yay for a productive day!

I got everything I needed to get done today!

  • Redeem my AE $10 gift card (and get my hoodie!)
  • Get dad’s Father’s Day card & gift bag
  • Get a bin from Target
  • Mail Rai’s package

So yay for getting everything done! And in such a short amount of time too!

After getting the last thing done, me and Martin were sitting in the Kinkos parking lot for about 15-30 minutes just because we didnt know what else to do and I wanted Olive Garden but we didnt have any money. So we were kinda just sitting there falling asleep/talking/listening to the radio.

Well out of nowhere, my dad pulls up to the parking lot lol! And we both scream out the window “dad!” and he comes over and I ask for money for OG lol! So we go and have dinner, yay!

I wanted to have dinner cause I wanted more time to talk about some stuff, but we were both really tired and ended up just talking about random stuff and cracking jokes.

I came home and put my dad’s gift together and wrote him a letter. And started laundry, played with false lashes (and failed) and put everything I wanted to put in the bin, in the bin (and it fit, yipee!). Gawh, I hate how cluttered my room looks! I have freakin makeup everywhere!!

I was able to record videos yesterday. I had to do the MARK haul like 3 times cause I kept eating up ALL the memory card space. UGH. It was a huge haul too. Whatever, after these 2 (the ELF and MARK) I’m going to try to not post any haul videos unless they’re for a special reason. No one wants to see a whole channel of nothing but haul videos! So I’m gonna try to change it up a bit. The only problem is, I suck at reviewing things. But I’m practicing. I’m in a few makeup reviewing communities, so yeah.

I also changed the layout to this blog yesterday! I like how it says “the daily grind” at the top! This layout is suuper cute. I’m gonna edit it around later, I’ve got a lot of work to do as far as the domain goes.

I had a weird dream about my ex boyfriend last night. He was being nice to me and when I thought he was talking shit, he grabbed my arm screaming “what makes you think I dont care about you”. Yeah, that was a total dream. I’m happy to say though, I havent thought of him in years and I dont wonder how he’s doing. I honestly dont care. It was just weird how I had a dream about him though.

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Chasing dreams.

I’ve been so busy lately! Mostly with chasing my dreams. Its such a huge challenge for me, but I’m actually getting through it pretty well. I know I can get this done. I know I can get there… and even on the nights I’m discouraged, when I wake up the next morning, all of it is still worth it.

Every single subscriber, follower, comment, new friend… makes my day. And its just amazing how something so small from someone you dont even know can make your day. And its such a rewarding feeling.

I told myself I wasnt gonna be like everyone else in this town. I dont want to be like everyone else. I dont wanna hussle, I dont wanna chase money. I want to be happy. I want to do something makes me happy. My dreams wont pay off tomorrow or next week or next month or in the next few months, but it doesnt matter because it still makes me happy. Even if I dont reach finish, this journey has still made me happy and at least I know that I’m not as hopeless as I thought I was.

My life is changing, quicker than I expected it to. And as much as I wanted it to, I have to admit… I’m nervous. I’m excited but I’m also nervous.

Today five years ago was the day he got on one knee in front of dozen’s of people under the Disneyland castle and proposed to me. Silly nineteen year old’s!

I still love him, with all of my heart. And I still say yes.

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