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Nov 8

Oh crap, its almost December!

by zel

So with all the chaos going on with the wedding and with Martin’s graduation I completely forgot that its almost December. I mean… I didnt forget it was almost December but I forgot its almost Christmas!

I’m not the type of person who shops for Christmas gifts a weekend before Christmas like my other half. I dont buy them too far in advanced either where they’ll lay around my room causing clutter but considering how hectic this December is going to be, I might just have to start Christmas shopping a little earlier than usual. The part that worries me is that I have no idea what to get anyone! Not to mention Marissa’s birthday is in December so would that count as two gifts or one? Maybe I can buy her a birthday gift and Martin can handle her Christmas gift. And what do I get Martin?! I was thinking a DSi since I’m not getting it for him for his graduation but that’s it? Just a DSi? Did I mention I’m not a fan of buying just one gift for people? Yeah, its a bad habit I have lol.

*sigh*

I mentioned how I emailed Nicolas yesterday well… he emailed me back to let me know I’d be able to get his autograph and to see him after the show :D I was literally screaming (in my head of course, people were sleeping!) and cheesing like it was nobody’s business lol. So that was pretty exciting.

I also received a phone call from Martin this morning. He actually woke me up. He had to get the info for the graduation background check thing. We had a nice 14 minute phone call but everything is such a blur when you’re unsure of your time limit and you kinda just say as much as you can as fast as you can, you know? So I dont remember much of the conversation, which sucks! I told him about Boq and he laughed, I’m glad he laughed. And I’m glad he liked his name hehe. Told him that all of the wedding stuff is pretty much done and I’m waiting for everything to ship. My Wicked news and some other stuff and forgot to tell/ask him other things. I was half asleep, which also sucks.

His school is in fact in Florida and I’m not looking forward to that, he says he wants me to move out there with him… but… I dont know. That’s across the country! We’ll see how that works out though, I’m not ready to leave just yet. Then again, you never really are… *sigh*.

I’m not a fan of daylight savings this year. It’s 4:16PM and the sun is setting like its 6PM. Blah!

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Oct 18

The days are passing slowly…

by zel

It’s Sunday, I cant believe almost a week has passed. Thank goodness it went fast! I hope the next few go just as fast. I doubt they will, the days are already starting to slow down.

I got my first phone call a few days ago (I know, I’ve been horrible at updating this blog). It wasnt long. Just long enough to tell me his address and ask me how I’m doing, then he had to go. I tried to buy time, but I didnt want him to get in trouble so I just let him go. Again, its Sunday, is it bad that I’m expecting a phone call? I hear they get to call on Sunday’s or something? I need to get my laundry cause my relatives will be here soon but what if he does call, then I’ll miss it. But what if when I do go, he does call. I cant take the phone with me, no pockets. My parents are gonna think I’m crazy for constantly carrying my phone around the house with me.

My furball’s got their shots today. Not sure what shots, one was rabies. Meez has been sleeping on the stairs all day. Jay is acting like nothing happened. As usual.

Somehow I ended up watching Jesse McCartney music videos on youtube and that somehow led to HSM3 and I found this song “Can I Have This Dance” by Zac and Vanessa and fell in LOVE. So I bought it on itunes and I’ve been listening to it all day. Oh man, I’ve been missing ouuuuut!

Speaking of, I went shopping the other day with Marissa. Did some damage, but not that much! Marissa was chasing me around MAC and glaring at me the whole time. I was excited to get a palette from the Holiday 09′ collection but none of them really called out to me, the packaging was super cute but the shadow’s themselves werent… that great. Only one called out to me and it was a green/brown palette. But I already have a lot of green/brown eye shadow and for $36 I decided to just pass on it (see I do have some sort of self control people)!

Decided to revamp my entire jewelry line. We’ll see how this goes, I hope it goes well. Thinking of messing with some memory wire and some cat eye beads (I love cat eye beads).

Oh! I’m holding a free gift special for purchases from my Mark store (from now until mid December, I havent picked a closing date yet) so pleaseeee check out my beauty blog here for details! I need to save up for my wedding!

I guess that’s about it. Gonna try to find a more seasonal layout for this thing. I’m so picky when it comes to layouts!

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Oct 13

I’ll miss your arms around me.

by zel

SPiNNiNG: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

Martin woke me up around 4AM-ish while he was getting ready for MEPS. And I ended up falling back asleep. He called me again when he was done with MEPS. And said he’d call me again when he got to the airport. He called me around Noon while he was waiting to board his flight. We got to talk for a little bit, then he went to board his flight to Arizona. He called me when he landed then texted me rushing to his next flight. And called me again when he landed in Texas. Then he called me again for our last phone call. He told me to be good and be strong and to make him proud while hes gone too. He also said “everyday, you’ll be okay”. And every time he says that, it hits me so hard that hes not going to be here.

Today was full of nothing. I did laundry. I had KFC Chicken Pot Pie with Mashed Poatoes and a Cherry Pepsi (they didnt have Dr. Pepper) — my I’m sick/sad meal. I didnt do much today. I’m looking for some wedding favors. Making lists of things I need to get done, tweeting my heart out. I played Bubble Town on Facebook (for the first time in forever)! I started a Target wedding registry. I feel like I’m asleep but awake. I’m so numb right now, I dont even feel like blinking. It hasnt really hit me that hes not here, I’m not panicking as much as I thought I would be. I attempted to make a haul but ended up just closing the window *sigh*.

Lornalyn sent me a message on Facebook about when Jerico joined the USAF. I thought that was really sweet of her =).

I might be sad about this, but I know its for the better and I know if we can get through this, we can get through anything. We’ve been through so much already, distance shouldnt be a big deal. I know hes going to make our lives better, and the most I can do is support him. We both need the time and the distance to better ourselves. To be better for each other. I know we’ll both miss each other a lot, but this is for the better *sigh*.

I’m a little happy that we’re in this situation. It kinda made me realize who my friends really are. And knowing who your real friends are is always a good thing.

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